blogtasan

so i was doing this "blogtasan" thing kanina sa school. Honestly, I am still pissed off about it. People might think that its not really a big deal...but if you were in my place what would you think?

For the whole weekend, everytime this blogtasan comes up my blood gets boiling. I am irritated and I felt violated of my own right to choose whether or not I am joining this competition. First, our organization president didn't ask me if I wanted to join. She just placed my name and a few days before the competition, I got surprised that I am in this competition. Damn it! I have many things to worry about. What's so frustrating about it is that the competition day collides with my swimming trainings. The org president didn't even bother asking kung may naka schedule ako na activities for that day. She knows very well that there are trainings every Mondays. The second most frustrating is that the whole block knows that I have a hard time expressing myself in Filipino and she signed me up for a competition that clearly yells "FILIPINO LANGUAGE MUST BE USED TO EXPRESS YOUR THOUGHTS" ARGH!!! its not like im a transferee or something that she didn't know about this minor detail about me.

Maybe the reason why she placed me in this competition is because when it comes to issues, I am very much opinionated and I think deeply about these things. But come on, those subjects are in ENGLISH...and sabihin natin na Filipino subject siya, it is something that I would easily understand and I don't need to ask around what's this and what's that?

Nakakafrustrate grabe. I was so helpless. I was to choose between this blogtasan or the swimming training. In the end, I chose the blogtasan because poor Myrene will be left alone if I don't show up. Pero I wans't able to concentrate on the competition because I was worried about my team. I know Mel is there and I trust her with the team...but hey, I am the team captain so I guess its normal that I get worried about them. Mel is still trying the ropes on the whole "Jump after ____ because pinupulikat siya" That's my whole worry!!! I know Mel will do her best but if something happens ako ang lagot because I am the team captain, I called for the training and I myself wasn't even there. Damn this whole situation.

I just hope this would not happen again....